:: beHind tHe siLver fRonD ::

few days back..i found some old poems of mine… i dnt want them to get rot or whtever will happen..decay,oxidized blablabla.. i put some naa?

The Girl Who Lived

once in a summer, with falling rain
the tale of a girl who lived again
stirred from sleep by the sound of hope
and slept again when she could not cope

heartless and evil, the mortal man
who made her heart. sad and cry again
she swore to live and forget the soul
who told her lies and took control

she did live again once in spring
an angel came and gave her wings
she flew into the sky and saw the stars
but her heart still bled from the evil scars

she found a new man who made her smile
and made her life worth the while
she soon forgot the man she used to love
and flew to the sky, to the heaven above….

library,2004

sonnet

remember me when i’m gone away
gone far away into the silent land
when you can no more hold me by the hand
nor i half turn to go yet turning to stay

remember me when there’s no more day by day
you tell me of our future that you planned
only remember me ; you understand
it will be late to counsel then or pray
yet if you should forget me for a while
and afterwards remember, do not grieve
for if the darkness and corruption leave
a vestige of the thoughts that once i had
better by far you should forget and smile
than that you should remember and be sad…

library, 2003

perempuan yang baik
see previous post
library,2002

Ilmu

dirimu terlalu bernilai
hingga tiada harga dapat membelimu
kau memberi arah
tatkala kami kesesatan
kau menunjuk jalan
tatkala kami kebuntuan
ilmu
tidaklah susah mencarimu
kerana kau berada di mana-mana
di timur di barat
kau merata-rata
tidakkan miskin mencarimu
tidakkan sia-sia menjejakimu
bahkan tinggi darjatku
malah berseri wajahku

h3t21+20
kml, 2005

p/s ust sayuti..thx 4 the apprec =)

Transformation

always i trip myself up when i try
to plan exactly what i’ll say to you
i should allow for how my feelings lie
ready to leap up, showing what is true
but in a way i never had designed
how is it you are always ready when
those linked ideas are like beads within my mind
break from their thread and scatter tears again?
i am amazed, and distances depart
words touch me back to quiet
i am free
who could not guess such misery would start
and stop so quickly
change the afternoon
and far much more than that
transfigure me
trusting myself
i enter night, stars, moon

library, 2003

p/s this isn’t mine..collected from Christina R.(18**-18**)

Getting burned

once it was light
i was burning till now
hoping someone
for stopping this pain
that keep all time
hot
only memory, only scar
left now
as i’m just
another candle
by the window
in winter

0345, August 29th 2005 

 The Prince’s Progress

too late for love, too late for joy
too late,too late…
you loitered on the road too long
you trifled the gate
the enchanted dove upon her branch
died without a mate
the enchanted princess in her tower
slept, died, behind the gate
her heart was starving all this while
you made her wait…..

C.R (1830-1894)

The Untitled

slowly you come into my life
deeply you encompass me
simply you enchanted me
fairly you glow me
carefully you select me
strongly you hold me
nicely you told me that
you love me
truly madly deeply
and captivates me
with your true crazy love
i wish i could behold you
being my better half
in this world
and there to come…

kml, 2005
fakulti sains & teknologi sumber (bioteknologi sumber) —> i dnt why i wrote this ?_?

there u goo~ quite a lot still but i think i left them sumwhere at home..or lost them..hmm.. those pieces are like my bestest friend =D kehkehkeh..

i took some pics during rainy days..i think 2 days ago? n i really kinda like it.. even though the lighting maybe not that satisfying..well..yeah,i’m not a born-photographer though i like photography =D
my good friend Rishi Singhal is moving to France now and continuing his photography career there.his apartment and balcony..damn..im getting The Jealousy..huehue.

tests and assignments are on their way to wring my neck (!_!) and presentations too! havent prepare any for arabi presentation =( .. imtihan also on its way now..starting on 3rd Nov which is highway engineering and the closing will be on 19th, RC Design *dush dush*

better get going..it’s raining again n i’m missing hazelnut cookies =’(
bubbye!
masykuroh for reading! ^_~

~ by frontier on October 10, 2008.